The comfort it brings to her when she calms down.
The beautiful fluttering of her long lashes as she concentrates on her feed.
Her quiet form as she relaxes into my arms.
Her warm, heavy body in the middle of a cool winter night.
Her stubby nose flaring to breathe hard.
Her wide-open bright eyes as she stares up at me innocently.
Her fine, soft, silky brown hair that feels luxurious to stroke.
Her scent of drool, sweat and milk.
Her cute hands gently pushing against my chest to 'hold' me down.
Her heaving chest against mine.
No other moment makes me feel so alive and so in love. That is why as long as she doesn't fuss, I never mind waking up in the middle of the night to feed her. However difficult it is to handle her, when she settles at the breast, she once again becomes my beautiful angel that I would never want to let go.
3 comments:
you are a conflicted 偉大 mom!
yeah I guess I am quite conflicted
mu angel in the day and a devil by night! hahaha
but every mum is conflicted one ba.
just enjoy the good moments. as for the bad ones... enjoy them too. ha. next time u can conplain to her, last time ah, u are such a noisy kid blah blah" to make her more appreciative of your motherly love. haha!
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